::Boxing Day

damn boxing day was crazy.
Brenda, Chrissy and I spent the night talking and we had a only aFEW drinks..

well 27th was suppose to be spent with someone else. that didnt work out. oh well its not the first time...

Things have been going really different these past few days for me.
But right now i want to depend on the ONLY person that i can trust. Jesus.
Everyone else can break your trust. Only some can break you. But only one can crush you.
and Jesus will never be any of those people who are there to hurt you whether intentionally or
not.

well its time to pick myself up and walk away. I guess you were right love...
you dont deserve me. I dont deserve shit.

If you ever need me, you know how to reach me on my 24 hour hotline.
but i need my time to move away. until im ready to be there for you as how you want me to be.
So until i can look you in your pretty eyes and think of you as nothing but a friend-which is what you want-
Goodbye...::

.:Isaac Patrick blogged on 8:31 AM:.
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