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.:Monday, June 14, 2010:.
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wow so long since i posted something :D ahahaha i was so damn suprised that i even remembered the password! hahah well quick update: things have been going much greater than last year. i have learnt not to think with my heart but with a straight mind. well i do miss them brenda chrissy and nessa...havent seem them at all... hope we can meet up soon guys:)

oh i spent $1700 on a new guitar :D $900 on my effects board :D and Im playing in a band and we have a HUGE gig coming up this 31st july. If you are reading this and want tickets call me ok?

anyhoo im gonna watch a dvd with my lil sister...catch you all soon :)
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.:Isaac Patrick blogged on 3:43 AM:.
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.:Thursday, January 28, 2010:.
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crap man...im in my bussiness computing skills class now.
it sucks monkey dicks.

but wooo hooo scouts today!!!
and Ishaan my best bro will be coming down too in his uniform!hahaha

man after a really long time...im actually looking forward to scouts...now that i have the power to make changes :)
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.:Isaac Patrick blogged on 6:04 PM:.
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.:Sunday, January 24, 2010:.
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Hey people!
It been awhile since i blogged so heres an update my friends.
I have recently been promoted within my scout unit so I am an
adult leader now! yea! hahah Ishaan Sathies and Joshua were
promoted too.

So i walked into my secondary school for the first time in my new leaders uniform.
i swear i had never seen so many jaws drop. i guess they are pretty scared because
of what i can do now :)

well the big picture is to help them as much as possible. and as their leader i want to push them to get the chief commissioners award which is the highest they can get. So if they dont want to work with me then God bless their souls :)

will check in with another post soon....i should put in some pictures too :) and change the song...too emo already...its a new day! Im happy again!

let go and let God! woooohooooo
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.:Isaac Patrick blogged on 1:04 AM:.
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.:Wednesday, January 6, 2010:.
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Let's take the boat out on the bay
Forget your job for just one day
I wish it didn't have to be so bad
It might be inappropriate because
Either way our band gets dropped
I wish it didn't have to be so bad

But I'd play with fire to break the ice
And I'd play with a nuclear device
Is it something I'll regret?
Why do I want what I can't get?
I wish it didn't have to be so bad

The three-date theory is getting old
Everyone is getting left out in the cold
I wish it didn't have to be so bad
So I'll see you with another guy
Who pretends not to hear you when you cry
I wish it didn't have to be so bad

I'll be moving on, moving on, moving on and on and on
moving on, moving on, moving on and on and on -Wendy Clear
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.:Isaac Patrick blogged on 11:39 PM:.
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.:Sunday, December 27, 2009:.
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Boxing Day

damn boxing day was crazy.
Brenda, Chrissy and I spent the night talking and we had a only aFEW drinks..

well 27th was suppose to be spent with someone else. that didnt work out. oh well its not the first time...

Things have been going really different these past few days for me.
But right now i want to depend on the ONLY person that i can trust. Jesus.
Everyone else can break your trust. Only some can break you. But only one can crush you.
and Jesus will never be any of those people who are there to hurt you whether intentionally or
not.

well its time to pick myself up and walk away. I guess you were right love...
you dont deserve me. I dont deserve shit.

If you ever need me, you know how to reach me on my 24 hour hotline.
but i need my time to move away. until im ready to be there for you as how you want me to be.
So until i can look you in your pretty eyes and think of you as nothing but a friend-which is what you want-
Goodbye...
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.:Isaac Patrick blogged on 8:31 AM:.

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Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

Cuz I fear I might brake
And I fear I can't take it
Tonight i'll lie awake
Feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all the days that we spent
Carry away from home
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone
Feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Without you
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
But I'm sitting all alone
Feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now

You're better off without me

-Paramore
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.:Isaac Patrick blogged on 8:22 AM:.
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.:Sunday, December 20, 2009:.
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Met my 2 scouts today, they just finished their N levels and needed some advice on what course to pick..cool guys...met both my best buddies today too. Had a few laughs and argued with someone over the phone...

tomorrow is gonna suck cause i have to meet them and defend myself. so its 4 against me cause my bro's cant make it.

Im doing my best to remain positive about everything. but i guess this blog is one way where i can just choose to write what i want...

I miss you everyday. i hardly ever get to see you cause everyone else has a higher priority. not angry...just sayin thats all...

By the way, are you still at zero? 50 maybe? or all the way back up at a 100? or are you just running away right after i caught you? jeez i dont know...im still the idiot waiting...

how many times do i need to fall to learn a goddamn lesson? you would think a guy would learn after burning his fingers :/
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.:Isaac Patrick blogged on 8:57 AM:.
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